I miss Mona. I told the whole story to my therapist today and didn't cry. Almost, but not quite. She kept asking me questions until I put an end to the conversation.
Things haven't changed a bit around here. Amadeus and Alexander are still behaving the same. They lay together most of the time and Xander still tears through the house looking for her.
I have to get my car detailed. I may have to help transport some of the children at work and I need to make the car a bit more .. well, clean. That means all of Mona's traces will be removed. It feels like I'm erasing her. Irrational, perhaps.
Plus, her ashes are in at the vet's office. I don't want to get them. I'm just too sad to cry.
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